Focus on....[?]

once again im pretty sad but still glad..
Y?
I can't contact my hubby as frequently as
i want to already because his daddy wants him
really focus on his study since his in his final year.
Daddy doesn't want him to be distracted by our
relationship, sigh. I'm glad too as we are still
together despite the distraction and stuffs. The
deal is we are better not contacting each other
too frequently as his parent are able to find out
who he contact by going to the celcom centre.
OK..lor..~
Since he will be back around january, i'll be able
to be with him during my practical time, huhu!!
I want to bring him back to miri during CNY too, hopefully.
Can't for to see him, lust for his cuddle hehe.
Love you hubby, :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*

Feelings~

Ayg, bb rindu kamu la..
Bb rasa nak gi kat sisi ayg secepat yang mungkin
dan berada kat sia selama yang mungkin.
Bb rasa lonely jak kalau tak msg or call ayg..
Lately kita jarang contact la..
Ayg buat bb makin rindu ayg lar..
Tapi~
Bb tau ayg busy kebelakangan ni..
so bb faham la..
love you so much hubby..
I do not want to tie you up
but i want to be just at your side..
Your presence makes me warm n calm just like my pillow..
I know you will walk the road with me till the longest time
possible and that's me love you so much..
I'm realieve to have you in my life.
You fill me up with love bugs..hehe
I'm not sad anymore
because i'm fill with joy that you gave me.
I'm happy when the day start because
i noe i'm one day closer to seeing you
and being by your side.
You are all i have and all i need.
I've asked myself last night,
what is the thing that i don't like about you?
and the answer is..
Nothing..i just can't think of anything..
Don't get too proud ok?hehe :p
You are just the missing piece in my puzzle.
I hope to be yours too.
I know everyone have flaws, but
i hope you will polish and bare it with me
while i do so when you one..
love you so much..
Don't stress ok, hubby?
Mun kau perlu luahkan perasanan kau..
Bb akan bersedia pada setia masa..
Bb akan jadi no.1 pendengar ayg yang tidak jelak..
loveeee youuu
Good nite, hubby..