BadBad me. EMO

I did a really bad thing today to my hubby and i really feel bad about it. I feel bad cuz i didn't trust him yet go and trust some people who is just kidding with me. Stab3. I feel so sad today,hubby. I promise i'll have more faith in you from now onwards and hopefully you won't be mad at me. Muacks. Love u, hubby.

I will be by Avril Lavigne
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There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cus you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'cus I will never let you go


I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

'cus without you I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
You're all I've got
You're all I want
Yeah
And without you
I don't know what I'd do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do ya see
You're all I need

And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'cus you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life)
I'll be with you forever (forever)
To get you through the day
And make everything okay (okay)
I will be all that you want (I'll be)
And get myself together (get myself together)
'cus you keep me from falling apart
And all my life
You know I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

This is how i feel now hubby. I cried when i listen to this song this afternoon n when i sang it just now. The thing is that's when i'm doin recording, so can hear me cryin inside. :p silly me isn't it? hehe..love u my hubby~ muacks3
I'm really curious what present you gonna gimme tomolo lar..haha..make me cannot sleep later. Tomorrow i'm having a photoshot tho as i told u b4 but for my assignment i still have to find my male models..arggg. It's so difficult to find one guy with a average body like u, hubby.Hugg.
And~.. i wish i could meet you during gawai when u come back later but at the same time i do not want to force you or demand for it but that's one of my wish for now. I'll pray hard everynite before i sleep,dear. hehe.